Lying sleepless in bed. Tossing and turning, my mind full of hot steamy thoughts of this person i met – only a week ago, only a week – in chat. Who wants me, whom i desire. My body aching with phantom touches, promises of feathers and teeth, caresses and pain.
Haven’t felt like this in years.
And i feel hopelessly outclassed. They are much younger than me, but they are so very much more experienced. And in a way that’s good.
But right now it’s visceral desire, skin against sweaty skin, pure lust.